Condemning my existence is something I will never be found guilty for. I will also not justify the people I have hurt and the mistakes I have made. The pain and dispare I have left behind is only due to my lesser selflessness and automatic response to sustain balance. Sometimes a little anarchy will find its way through the many futile attempts to fend it off. Forgive me for the opportunities I have squandered and the hearts I have irrespectively broken. I can only attempt to sustain any kind of peace I have left to revel in. May you find beauty in the darkest of places and rejoice in the aesthetics of your happiness, Find love in the dreams of those you desire whilst the act of love itself is bestowed upon you. I hope that you forget me and that you understand that although now it feels as if you I have brought you to our knees that I will be but a statistic in the future. Live strong, live well and always remember to breathe.

- truth be told